Susana Praver-Pérez
Love Poem as Mixtape in 4/4 Time
The brass weaves a hammock of sound
that rocks us.
And me, a woman with a silver flute in hand asks,
Who says you can’t make a trombone sing?
Who says the freedom I feel singing
in the shower can’t be
the rouge
that blooms
on my cheeks?
I sing in the key of C minor.
We all hold keys to locked doors—
Sometimes, the power
to change
lies in the twist of our wrists.
Sing to me, trombone man
tumbao man dancing
with sway
in your hips.
Sing to me, a melding song.
Casar means to marry
though truly, it means to house—
“Casa de Amor” plucked on a guitar,
wafted through the rafters
of the roof we shared.
Palmieri’s arpeggios
made our avocados grow
tall in terra-cotta pots
in our top-floor walk-up,
wiped away the shrill
of sirens, the screech
of burnt rubber, the shriek
of mean streets.
We sailed on woodwinds
‘til your eyes became stars
in the dark.
I clip beatific words,
nail them to four walls,
read them by candlelight
while Mijo de la Palma sings
“Puerto Rico en cuatro velas”.
His song is our soundtrack,
even now that you’re gone.
I chant you a cha-cha, remember
the slide of our feet
on the dance floor as if
all four of our feet
were one.
I hum the anthems alone now,
“Preciosa” a flock of yellow-eyed blackbirds
floating on updrafts
from Mark Anthony’s lungs.
Silent all winter,
songbirds sing again,
like irises piercing mud,
while a trombone echoes
through the vale.
El Reverendo Pedro Juan Pietri: A Tribute
They left Ponce in 1947
when he was barely bigger than a grasshopper,
gallinas and cafeteras stuffed in their pockets—
left pa’ los barrios de Nueva Yol
where the kitchen of their apartment
doubled as sleep room, sala, and closet.
The Great Migration uprooted
more than half a million Boricuas,
music steeped in cuero y cuerdas
trailing in their wake,
pursuing promises
of gold paved streets—
or at least a paycheck
thicker than un billete de la lotería.
They worked
ten days a week
and were only paid for five *
buying bags of habichuelas
from the corner bodega
with an endless I.O.U. ,
being called spic on US streets
even after fighting on the front lines
in Viet Nam.
El Reverendo saw all this
through newly opened Young Lords’ eyes,
through Nuyorican Poets’ eyes,
kept recipes to revive colonized souls
in a black suitcase—
and when AIDS raged,
rained fistfuls of condoms
on his listeners
as he preached
wisdom of thorny ceiba trees—
granting himself permission
to believe in God again
because he’d seen a grasshopper
staring at the still moist dew of his thoughts
on the 39th floor of a red-brick high-rise.
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*This stanza is a quote from Pedro Pietri’s epic poem, “Puerto Rican Obituary”
The last 2 stanzas of this poem references Pietri’s “Ode to a Grasshopper ( I Hope)”
Bio
Susana Praver-Pérez is a poet, artist, and an associate editor at Poets Reading the News online journal. Susana’s debut collection of poetry Hurricanes, Love Affairs, and Other Disasters received the PEN Oakland Josephine Miles Award for Excellence in Literature (2022). Her second collection, Return Against the Flow, (Black Lawrence Press, 2024), was chosen by both Ms. Magazine and NYU’s Latinx Project as one of the best 30+ poetry books of the year and additionally, was just awarded the Juan Felipe Herrera Best Poetry Book Award. Susana divides her time between Oakland, California and San Juan, Puerto Rico and writes through the lens formed in the liminal space between languages, cultures, and geographies.